Smokey Jon - Lit Up

Saturday, February 07, 2004

Ah......... what a last 24 hours......
Lets start with last night.... I talked to a long lost someone, it was kind of weird, I still think about it sometimes on accident, but i was actually thinking about it the other day, and it was weird, its not even been one year..... oh to go back, but all i can do is learn from the mistakes and hope it changes me as a person for the better.
Then there was work today (credit card stuff) so i was working at the u of m basketball game, and one of the head people from MBNA bank came but just filed on out like anyone else, and i didn't do some things your saposta do for everyone, and hes like " im from the bank" so i am in more shit than i can even swim out of so who knows about that. Within 1 hour i had been called by 4 bosses, 2 of which i didn't even know existed. And i was in such a good mood, ah well.

Quote of the day
"Love has its own time, its own season, and its own reasons from coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you."

Friday, February 06, 2004

Ah ha, just another day...... Going on 11 days straight of working at one job or both, and im still broke. Figure that one out..... I start serving Monday so im kind of excited about that, hopefully ill make more money. But i think ill still be broke, so whatever.

More drama in the female part of my life. It just seems like, they only want it the second u don't want it anymore. And if you do things for them, it has to be a show, b/c no one can be that nice. But then the second you are seen with someone else, ure all of a sudden a player. Man these girls need to get their shit straight!...... not all girls are like this.... just the ones i come across..
I need another visis to Canada..... that would treat me RIGHT!

Quote of the day
"Sometimes it hurt more then we can bear.If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace..but we would be hollow..Empty rooms shuttered and dank.Without passion we'd be truly dead "

Quote of the day for yesturday
"If you have it [love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have. |

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

Just getting up from a long night of 2 soccer games. Getting ready for, fun, fun.
Time to complain about life...... School is still so fuckin hard, and it is so fusturating now that I am actually trying. Getting low grades makes me just want to not care anymore, but no school means no soccer so IM going to keep going.
Im am leaving the kitchen to be a server for a while. I have worked in kitchens since I was 15 and now im going to change it up a bit and see what happens. Hopefully ill make a little more money, who knows.
From now on I shall leave you with a "quote of the day" so I hope you enjoy, and what better to start of with than my favorite quote.....

" ... Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."
Mattew 6:34

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Sunday, February 01, 2004 im sitting at home doing homework like a good kid and Justin calls me up. "Hey lets go to Canada" "No man i can't i got homework" "man fuck that u better be over here in like 20 minutes" " Man i got homework" "Man fuck that, quit being a bitch and come over here" "ok.... lemme take a shower" " Ok hurry the fuck up"

Just got back from a nice adventure in Canada.......
Me and Leo got in a drunkin fight with 3 girls and we got our asses kicked, then almost get in another fight while sitting in line to leave the country wich the cop broke up. Then got back to the house and a more drama was unfolding like always.... but it didn't involve me and very fun to watch. And since i work in a mear 5 hours i think it would be wise to go to sleep.
YES! 11 hour shift on Super Bowl Sunday....... how lucky am I?

....Just a side note, I think Liz will hate me for the rest of my life....
IM SORRY, I know my friendship doesn't really mean anything to you, but I really don't like people hating me, especially for somthing I didn't even mean to do and that I said sorry for, but if thats how its gotta be, then i guess theres nothing i can do.

"I am a WAZA Warrior"....... yes i brought my yellow to the club, because thats how i roll